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So I need to start this last night around 22:30 when I got a call from Freya that she and some friends were going dancing at embers and did I want to go?So let's see, she has a new boyfriend and didn't bother to let me know till today that she had broken up with the old one. I think it's probably time to cut my losses. We are going to go out for coffee monday after work. I think it's probably going to be time for me to walk away. I want much more from her than she wants from me, so that's cool, I'm not going to chase her ass all over the place while she picks up one boy after another. I keep hearing "Self Esteem" by the Offspring, running through my head, again, and again, and again. What do I do with this woman, she is great as long as she is in front of me. But the moment she is not in front of me she gets fucking weird.
I mean what the hell do I do? I know that if she tugs the heart strings just a little tiny bit, I'll come running, but at the same time, she has done everything in her power to keep me close but not too close. I think I'll ask her the same question I asked her a month ago, "Where do I stand?" and see what kind of answer I get.