Wednesday, 7 April 1999

Wow, two and a half hours of ICQ chat with Freya. The conversation went all over the place. Up one side down the other. We talked about us a lot. What went wrong, what went right. We're both still attracted to each other. I have to be REALLY careful right now. We dropped right into conversation as if we had never seperated.

There is a part of me that wants to compete with the b/f, and I guess that I should name him at some point, but I'm not ready to humanize him yet. He's going to be a great guy, and I'm sure that I would like him. I'm not ready for that yet.

My god, we just dropped right into where we were, or where we could have been. I was able to tell her that yes, if she had not been attractive, I would not have hit on her, but at the same time, there were 4 points that I made that described why I was attracted to her

Found them:

You and I took conversations down to the bone and built them back up again like musicians jamming.

You brought out the dominant in me like very few other have.

You and I could speak volumes to each other with a glance ... and we did that with in HOURS of meeting each other.

Your sense of humor, your sarcasm, and your skeptical optimism.

I fell so hard for that woman. Now I need to learn more about her, who she is, what she thinks. I also need to go to bed.

 

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