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10:20 I need to sit down with Freya this evening and find out what exactly constitutes "making plans" for her. I was under the impression that she and I were going to go see Matrix yesterday. I was to call her when I got back in to town to nail down the details of the plan, but it was the minor details like "what showing", "what theater". I think that I was stood up yesterday. Now if she's hurt I'll feel bad. But she has done this before so I don't expect her to have had a problem.I figure that I will see her this evening at Mike and Ivan's when I help them move. Do I really want to have someone in my life who is this flaky? Is it something that will change with age?
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14:07 :-) Got ahold of Freya, yesterday she was out with family somewhere in BFE with no phone. My mood seems to take HUGE swings as to wether or not I have had contact with her. It's silly. But that's the way it is.
I'm in the process of creating a new build. Lucky number 13. The trouble is that I want to be leaving for Mike and Ivan's in almost exactly the same time as it's going to take me to get this done, assuming no problems. Unfortunately, no problems is a very rare case.
I'm getting one thing out of my interactions with Freya. How locked into my schedule I am, and how fragile I am with a schedule. I need to set up cut outs with Freya, so that if I haven't heard from her by a particular time, then I should just make other plans.
I could have gone out with Shelly last night, but I just really didn't want to. Karise and Krystal got me a Ministry CD "In Case You Didn't Feel Like Showing Up (LIVE)". Karise is convinced that I have a Ministry CD on my book shelf somewhere, but I think she is wrong. She was wrong about the snowcrash book being on my bookshelf, so why not the CD?
I seem to have a small political problem on my hands here at work. I'm not going to go into it but my somewhat erratic schedule seems to have irritated some people. I *generally* show up around 08:30 and leave about 17:30 with an hour lunch break. But my schedule is more than a little fluid. I will show up at 06:30 one day, and 09:00 the next, and back to 07:30 the day after that. This irritates some people. My problem is that I just can not do a job where I have to be in at a particular time of the day. I tend to not last that long at a job with that kind of schedule.