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This is going to bite a bit as I'm writing this between compiles of Mango (you know, the one with 36 exes or dlls), and listening to Ixnay on the Hombre. I went through Smash earlier today.I am just in this huge Offspring kick. Have been for about a year now. When I went out with Shelly last night I sang parts of Self-Esteem to her. She thought it was cool, and it made her laugh.
She is such an interesting woman. She's looking for mister right who would possess qualities that are exactly like mine - with one minor monogamous exception. Oh well. She's one of these people that I connect with in a really cool way. We generally talk for hours when we get together. She took me out to Sushi last night. Really good stuff. She finally broke it off with Frank (for the second or third time). I am like one of her best girlfriends. She can tell me anything. If it wasn't for the fact that I get along with her so well I would have been gone a long time ago. I mean I'm sorry but I gave up on that "I like you so much as a friend" thing a long time ago. I also make it a point to hit on her monthly, this usually translates to every time I see her. It's kind of fun. I don't think it will ever happen, but what the hell, I've got to give it a shot, if for no other reason than she might say yes. If and when it does happen, it's going to be a surprise to me. Probably a HUGE surprise.
In the middle of Ixnay for the second time today, I love this album.
I'm now in the last stages of doing the build, coming up on the two hour mark on this process. Of course, about 1/2 an hour was spent looking at the "Lib" file. Get this, we need to have the old files and the executable, BUT we can't build it, meaning that the code we have is un-editable. Can you say "We're screwed if we have a bug in that one", I knew you could.
On to the subject of Freya. Last night I was supposed to go to some friends for dinner and bullshit, but one of them was a little sick and wasn't up for company. Freya and I were planning on getting together Thursday night, but I had made plans about a month ago to hook up with Shelly that night. So, I was going to cancel on Shelly, I think she would have understood. So just before I left work, I had sent an e-mail to Freya about meeting that night (this is all monday).
But when I got home, I got a phone call from Shelly saying, "I'm back in town, I finally dumped Frank, I need to go out and talk." Then I got an ICQ from Freya saying, "I thought I was ok with meeting, but now I'm nervous, can we have Mike and Ivan with us?" I ended up suggesting that we go back to meeting Thursday. But the cool thing is that she asked and even pleaded (it was one plead, phased as "Pleeese") to see her that night, at which point I remembered back to Ron telling me that someone he was seeing complained to him saying, "You know, you have never said no to me?" and realized that I had to not see her last night. It also was not a good idea because I was operating on four hours of sleep yesterday after waking up to my boss asking me why I had missed a 9am meeting. When I get sleep debt I become excruciatingly emotional. I was also not at the point where I was totally in FULL sleep debt. So I would have been stream of consciousness, with NO filters worth talking about. Shelly I could see that way, but not Freya.