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It's just about 22:00, I got home around 18:00, I've been working on my response to Freya's new letter since I got back. I've just sent it off. Let's just say that fear is my name right now. She's seeing someone right now and that is a good thing. I could find myself head over heals for her all over again. I don't think either of us need that right now.God the weekend was busy. Went up, had a great time, fried for the first time. That went real well, I'm really glad that I've done a lot of work with Landmark prior to this. A lot of the things that go on during a trip can be found in Forum. It's not in the curriculum, but it's in the experience.
I had 4 room mates, Jen & Steve, and Bev and Stan. Jen and Steve are in the process of breaking up. Jen is an interesting ex of mine. Bev is 21 and going through a divorce, she's also in a poly-fi relationship with Stan, or at least Stan is in a poly-fi relationship with his wife and Bev. I'm still learning about the whole poly-fi thing. I've come to the conclusion that I've always leaned in that direction. I mean if I have a relationship going, I will let any woman that I'm playing with know that I'm seeing other women. Some can handle the idea, and some can not.
But I was totally attracted to Bev and tried not to say it. Pretty much succeeded ... I think / hope.
The frying was cool. At one point I felt like I was in a movie and that my babysitter (Jen) was real, and there were 2 other people that were real, but I had to ask them just to make sure. I also smoked while I was frying. Cigarettes were good. My throat is roached, but that's ok.
Back to Bev and Stan. All I could think (for some of the time) was that, the next time I fry, I had better be in a relationship. And of course I kept thinking about Freya ... I am so fucked up.
Kurt showed up Saturday night, and I got to talk with him for the first time in about a year. I've really missed him. He might be moveing back down to portland at the end of the summer. That would be cool.